Little did he know....

Did you say "little did he know?" I've written papers on "little did he know." I taught an entire class on "little did he know."

I think was my longest ever holiday break from blogging in two years.
It wasn't so much a break as a crisis?
It wasn't so much a crisis as a breakdown?

Nah. Maybe it was a vacation.

Very strange week. Lots of pressure. Lots of Conference calls. Lots of fights with work. Lots of different arguments.

I don't think I won any. Didn't really lose either - except in the long term - where instead of letting people escape with their dignity - I self sabotage to the point that people want revenge on me.

The big middle finger.

I've watched Stranger than Fiction three times in the last week. It's a great movie. Clever, fresh, fun. And ultimately uplifting. Go see it.

Music?
Gym Class Heroes
Bloc Party
Bright Eyes new CD
and
Stranger than Fiction soundtrack - by Britt Daniel from Spoon - one of the best bands ever.

I've basically spend most nights up - doing nothing other than worrying. Sleep about 4 hours in the day - and try to be with my family the rest of the time.

Like a Zombie.

And now - my week is done and I gotta get back on the plane and head back to China - for two weeks of editing. Gotta deliver one show - and start the next.

And there doesn't really seem to be any end in sight.

I gotta keep going over and back through most likely the beginning of July.

And then - who knows?

I sat with Ryan this week. Went to lunch with Shawn. Reminded me what life was. Played with my kids at Tokens and Tickets. Beat my daughter at air hockey. Pod Raced with my son. Went to coffee with my wife. Human contact. Very nice.

It would be great if I could use my time over there to write.

Maybe? I'll try to.

Back to the plane.

How are you?